I was told this is where I would start loving myself

Flirting's delicious ,

Proved to be beneficial for mental health

All of my best bits pulled forward , collected , displayed

Sadly , I just think that I was disgusting today

You blew me up like a big balloon far too soon

I'm left a stuttering teen

How did I get here ?

It's all so quick , and I feel sick

Red pushing down on the green

Could you love this ?

Will this one be right ?

Well , if I'm being honest

I'm hoping it might

Could you love this ?

Did you plan to fall ?

Well , if I'm being honest

Oh , I bet it's not that at all

Hope has a cost , keeping all fingers crossed and held tight

But I look idiotic with my limbs all knotted ,

It don't feel right

Truly you've shaken me , and I think you like how I plead

But I have a hunch that that's all you wanted from me

You blew me up like a big balloon far too soon

Holding my breath makes me choke

How did I get here ?

It's all so quick , and I feel sick

I'm used to being a joke

Could you love this ?

Will this one be right ?

Well , if I'm being honest

I'm hoping it might

Could you love this ?

Did you plan to fall ?

Well , if I'm being honest

Oh , I bet it's not that at all

All , all , all , all

Could you love this ?

Will this one be right ?

Well , if I'm being honest

I'm hoping it might

Could you love this ?

Did you plan to fall ?

Well , if I'm being honest

If I'm being honest

Well , if I'm being honest

Oh , I bet it's not that at all