I emerge outta this dirt again
Burried alive under the words I said
While trying to save鈥卼he鈥厀hole entire world
I鈥卭nly hurt a friend
And trying to鈥卋end with these motions but ain't been flexible
It feels like falling back in bad habits when I start texting you
I fell in love with fiction
A walking contradiction
Begging for your validations plotting on my imperfection
I'm at the intersection of run while you can and f**k it drowning in your drama
But I swore that I was always above it
I'm bugging trusting my emotions are safe from your judgement
F**ked around and let your negativity in my circumference
I'd like to get outta this rain
But know we only go in circles when you're flying with a broken wing
Now I gotta go
Jumping through every obstacle
Nothing is working I feel like a burden and getting out doesn't feel possible
So let me go and live my life in happiness I vow to never waste my time and write another f**king song about you
Put all your stuff in boxes in my room
Don't wanna write no songs about you
But you show up in everything that I do
Oh oh oh oooooh
Yeah and that's the ending no relapsing or starting again
I made mistakes I can't escape and that's hard to admit
This ain't no party s**t
I'm sorry darling but you must be joking if you think you'll ever be my Harley Quinn
Ayy and none of my friends can see a thing they faded
Jaded by the mask you wear and never in a public place and taking all these selfies for attention
Do it for the gram!
I gotta bounce and Imma do that for myself damn
You need some help yeah
Some time alone yo
To r-e-s-e-t you should phone home
Pack up everything I can fit in bags
I get away but you come back to me when things get bad
Isn't that so f**king ironic how you're acting sad
Just to check the distance and set me up like a f**king jab
Yeah ya see I know all your moves
This is the last f**kin song imma write about you
Put all your stuff in boxes in my room
Don't wanna write no songs about you
But you show up in everything that I do
Oh oh oh oooooh
