Composer : Samuel Brandt/Ella Jennings/Rachel Kanner

Please make it stop, make it go away, the sleepless nights and lonely heartaches

The chaos of not being in control is slowly chipping away at my soul

Being forced to pick and choose our roles is a scam and curse we cast, I know

But why do we still follow those who made us pick and choose those roles?

It's not real

We're only human, we make mistakes, but what if they put our lives at stake?

Our ancestors, the misbehaved, were chained and locked away in caves

But with those who were different, they did the same, and now I'm left wondering who's to blame

This ain't fun for me anymore

I'm not joking anymore

I killed me the other night

Wait, please, but the noose was tight

Kissed her cheek and said goodbye

I killed me the other

It's not real

I killed me the other night

Wrapped her candy-coated lies

Felt her leave and take her light

I killed me the other

It's not real

It's not real

It's not real

It's not, it's not, it's not

All I've wanted never mattered, matter never really mattered

The things I've loved and cared about, the times I've cried and screamed and shouted

It's all, "Don't quit", there's no way out, my nerves are split and full of doubt

We're all pointless, it's all pointless, everything always has an end

Why can't, just once, logic bend?

It's not real

Do your homework, go to school, am I just gonna be a useful tool?

Sit still, calm down, have some tea, talk it out, no

I won't sit idly by while no one else cares for the end of all time

This ain't fun for me anymore

I'm not joking anymore

I killed me the other night

Wait, please, but the noose was tight

Kissed her cheek and said goodbye

I killed me the other

It's not real

I killed me the other night

Wrapped her candy-coated lies

Felt her leave and take her light

I killed me the other

It's not real

It's not real

It's not real

It's not, it's not, it's not

Meditate, expand your mind, where will we go when we die?

Be a tree, be a god, be an angel, fly above

A tree, a bee, a sea, a snake, candle on a birthday cake

Will I be me in a hundred years? Repeat on these deafened ears

It's not real

It's not real

It's not real

It's not

It's not, it's not