Yeah what's up
All my real n***as with me sing
20/ 20 hindsight you gotta just do today you know
Caught up in the grind
Do you hear me
That's great
Oh sometimes I don't know where I'm turning to
Sometimes I don't know you know
I look in the mirror
Look in that mirror
And I see the truth
All my real n***as with me sing
But the truth is I don't know what to do now
All my real n***as with me sing
I'm so lost without you
Truth is yeah I wish I was better
Swear to God
I was chasing the cheddar
Yeah
I ain't take the time to write you a letter
I was too busy chasing the funds
I ain't take the time out to take a day and just be your son
Middle school yeah I got me a pack
Yeah I got me a sack
Daddy gone so I pick up the slack
Lord knows that you need a new couch
And if I had it my way right now I'd buy you a house
If you gon' stay here be watching your mouth
Then what I do
Turn around and hid them eight balls all in your house
D**n
Safe to say I was breaking the rules
I was posted on Poplar Street pocket full of rocks and a tune
No secret I was failing the school
Had you crying so much late night that you could fill up a pool
What's Heaven when you're living in Hell
DA hoping I fail so they can lock me up and give me a cell
I don't know where I'm turning to
All my real n***as with me sing
I look in the mirror
All my real n***as with me sing
I see the truth
All my real n***as with me sing
But the truth is I don't know what to do now
All my real n***as with me sing
I'm so lost without you
With my hopes and my dreams on the scale
All I know is all these hard times keep making you frail
Ayy
And maybe I'm just chasing a dream or maybe caught in the hype
We got faith then we gon' be alright
That mean we gon' make it tonight we gon' live tomorrow
Grind it up no beggin' or borrowin'
Nah
And lately you been all on my mind spending all of my time
Tryin' not to go out of my mind
Yeah
And lately I been having my strap
'Cause I don't know which one of these so- called n***as got my back
Just know that you raised you a king I might live all my dreams
Believe that
Despite the fact that it's hard as it seems yeah
I know you see me rockin' the crowds hope I'm makin' you proud
God plans he heard you pray for your child
Yeah
And even though I'm feeding my team and I'm doin' my thing
Gotta say all hail to the queen hey
I don't know where I'm turning to
All my real n***as with me sing
I look in the mirror
All my real n***as with me sing
I see the truth
All my real n***as with me sing
But the truth is I don't know what to do now
All my real n***as with me sing
I'm so lost without you
And last my mom
I don't think you know what you did
You had my brother when you were 18 years old
Three years later I came out
The odds were stacked against us
One of the best memories I had was when we moved into our
Our first apartment
No bed no furniture
And we just all sat in the living room and just hugged each other
'Cause we that's what we we thought we made it
When something good happens to you
I don't know about you guys
But I tend to look back to what brought me here
You made us believe you kept us off the street
Put clothes on our backs food on the table
You went to sleep hungry you sacrificed for us
You the real MVP
I look in the mirror I see the truth
But the truth is I don't know what to do now
I'm so lost without you