All my feelings feel way too much for me, now I'm freaking
But I ain't got time for that right now, so I keep bailing
All these deals I make with myself when I fall asleep
Cause these days I don't have a dream
How will I ever grow?
With this handful of seeds
I'm fed up [?]
I'm tryna let it go
I, keep haunting my dreams
I'm fed up, I can't fall asleep
Can't fall asleep
Hold up
I'm picking up the pieces
No luck
I've been running on my knees
Ain't nobody told me
A [?] is the arch-enemy
I'm getting there slowly
Got a Vendetta with the why used to be
My emotions playing an ambush on me, but I see them coming
An army's suited up for war, but they shoot for nothing
I keep telling on mysеlf, I'm my own worst enemy
But thesе days I trick myself to sleep
How will I ever grow?
With this handful of seeds
How will I ever know? How
[?] what I see
I'm tryna let it go
I, keep haunting my dreams
I'm fed up, I can't fall asleep
Can't fall asleep
Hold up
I'm picking up the pieces
No luck
I've been running on my knees
Ain't nobody told me
A [?] is the arch-enemy
I'm getting there slowly
Got a Vendetta with the way I used to be