when you were here before

couldn't look you in the eye

you're just like an angel

your skin makes me cry

you float like a feather

in a beautiful world

i wish i was special

you're so very special

but i'm a creep

i'm a weirdo

what the hell am i doing here

i don't belong here

i don't care if it hurts

i want to have control

i want a perfect body

i want a perfect soul

i want you to notice

when i'm not around

you're so very special

i wish i was special

but i'm a creep

i'm a weirdo

what the hell am i doing here

i don't belong here

oh oh

she's running out again

she's running out

she run run

whatever makes you happy

whatever you want

you're so very special

i wish i was special