usually never cry at all

i would say i'm pretty tough

but it's been a couple weeks now and i still feel stuck in my lungs

and usually i go out on nights

and not think of you once

but if they start playin that song

i can't help but to think about us oh oh

really thought i'd be done with the hardest part

when i pulled myself out of your arms

wish i knew that was only the start

and now i'm fallin apart cause

last night for the very first time

you didn't even try to call

oh i i won't lie

i thought i might die

i couldn't even sleep at all

and maybe i'll get used to it [bracketed]

but right now i just feel like s t [bracketed]

oh oh

so i kissed somebody else

just to see how it felt

but all that was goin'through my brain

was your hands around my waist

you know how to do it so well

really thought i was done with the hardest part

when i pulled myself out of your arms

wish i knew that was only the start

and now i'm fallin apart cause

last night for the very first time

you didn't even try to call [bracketed]

oh i i won't lie

i thought i might die

i couldn't even sleep at all

and maybe i'll get used to it [bracketed]

but right now i just feel like s t [bracketed]

oh oh

and if i get a little too drunk i start thinkin'what if you were the one

i know that the damage is done done

and i still have the shirt that you wore when we first met

it's there on the floor i might kick it under the bed

hopin that i could forget that

last night for the very first time

you didn't even try to call

oh i i won't lie

i thought i might die

i couldn't even sleep at all [bracketed]

and maybe i'll get used to it [bracketed]

but right now i just feel like s t [bracketed]

oh oh

used to it

feel like s t