My shadow's
Shedding skin and
I've been picking
Scabs again
I'm down
Digging through
My old muscles
Looking for a clue
I've been crawling
on my belly
Clearing out
what could've been
I've been wallowing
in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word to guide me in
I wanna feel the changes
coming down
I wanna know what
I've been hiding in
My shadow
My shadow
Change is coming
through my shadow
My shadow's shedding skin
I've been picking
My scabs again
I've been crawling
on my belly
Clearing out
what could've been
I've been wallowing
in my own chaotic
And insecure delusions
I wanna feel the change
consume me
Feel the outside turning in
I wanna feel
the metamorphosis and
Cleansing I've
endured within'
My shadow
My shadow
Change is coming
Now is my time
Listen to my muscle memory
Contemplate what
I've been clinging to
Fort y six and two
ahead of me
I choose to live and to
Grow, take and give and to
Move, learn and love and to
Cry, kill and die and to
Be paranoid and to
Lie, hate and fear and to
Do what it takes
to move through
I choose to live and to
Lie, kill and give and to
Die, learn and love and to
Do what it takes
to step through
See my shadow
changing
Stretching up and over me
Soften this old armor
Hoping I can clear the way
By stepping
through my shadow
Coming out the other side
Step into the shadow
Forty six and two
are just ahead of me