I hold my breath and I count to ten

I close my eyes I can feel you bend around me

Pierce right through like a ballpoint pen

You leave your mark underneath my skin

And I already know your hands are getting cold

When you hold me like a trophy you unforgotten soul

Say you have to go this is how it goes

When it's not real we pretend that this is what we want

So I count to ten

Everything is bottled up inside me

Tip me over like a glass on the edge

Blooming like a rose inside I'm dying

Just waiting while I hold my breath

And I count to ten

I close my eyes and I count to nine

Didn't make it all the way to ten this time

Staring at a wall that's bare and white

The sound of silence keeps me up at night

Keeps me up at night

Keeps me up at night