Losing love when we're quiet Was it truly love?
Undecided hard times, unbroken past lives, they leave you open
I try, I'm hopeless at night.
No way of coping with this shredded heart.
And I get reparations for the pain
Baby, I'm afraid Really, I'm afraid
Of giving you what they all messed up.
My stress up.
Tipping bitches and I dressed up Looking blessed up You need something and I got you
I spot you till I see your love, it's not true It's not true and I'm scared of what that feels like
Looking stupid, I didn't realize Baby, I'm afraid
Really, I'm afraid of loving you I'm so afraid to love you I'm so afraid, baby, I'm afraid
I'm so afraid to love I'm so afraid of loving you With all my heart, my time Baby, I'm afraid I'm so afraid
I'm afraid, I'm so afraid of hurting
God has not given us the spirit of fear, but the spirit of love.
Looking like it's not here.
I don't doubt your heart.
I just know
Things change.
It just leads to pain.
I still bleed the same.
I still say I'm fine, but I leave my brain.
Don't wanna think no more.
I can't defeat my sting Don't wanna play no more I can't defeat this game
But that bow still rings, can't delete your name Cause you give to me
everything i pray for every single day for listen to me honestly
You don't have to wait for me to feel I'm safe or that I'm ready this time.
I want no one else not to focus on myself.
It's just maybe I'm afraid.
Really, I'm afraid of loving you.
I'm so afraid to love you.
I'm so afraid to love you.
I'm so afraid to love I'm so afraid to love I'm so afraid to love I'm so afraid to love I'm so afraid to love
And I really am afraid, I'm so afraid of hurting
Okay.
