empty and numb

still can't get past all the sadness and the crumbs i left

help me i'm scared

cause the one thing on my mind

is for me to disappear

so mama when i die

please hold in your cry

just know that when i'm gone

i'll always be right by your side

and lover when i leave

i know that we don't speak

i'm sorry that i failed you

but you meant the world to me

i lost my sight

i still can't see all the places

where there might be light

i used to stare

at the mirror now i don't

cause when i do i see a ghost

it's not my fault that you feel like i'm so self centered

i'm tryna be better

but i feel under the weather

so mama when i die

please hold in your cry

just know that when i'm gone

i'll always be right by your side

and lover when i leave

i know that we don't speak

i'm sorry that i failed you

you deserve better than me

so mama when i die

please hold in your cry

just know that when i'm gone

i'll always be right by your side

and lover when i leave

i know that we don't speak

i'm sorry that i failed you

you deserve better than me