You want this to last

But I'm stuck in the past

I'm used to "sorry, I'm sorry, goodbye"

I'm still so f****d up

From my other guy

But I want this to last

So I'll learn from the past

I hope you know that

I'm trying to grow

If it's too much for you

Please let me know

I thought I saw stars in your eyes

I thought I saw stars in your eyes

But you always chose

You over me

Yeah you always chose

You over me

Yeah you always chose

You over me

I thought you were worthy

Thought you wouldn't hurt me

You didn't deserve me

Now go on, you lost me

I'll try, I'll try, I'll try it again

Doing my best just to let you in

Just to let you in

You lied, you lied, you lying again

I had your back and I let you win

I had your back and I let you win

I can't read your heart

It's like we're stuck in the dark

So close but so far

I think we're drifting apart

You said we're f****d from the start

Gave you my whole heart

And I don't do that

I don't do that

And you abuse that

I don't do that

I'll never do that again

You like love in the dark

Stay protecting your cards

But when you do that

When you do that

We both lose that

Yeah you did that

We both lost it

We're both losing

You stay losing

You always chose you over me

You always chose you over me

You always chose you over me

It took some time

But now I finally see

You always chose you over me

You always chose you over me

Didn't love myself so I wouldn't leave

But you always chose

You always chose you over me