I'd be lying to the world if I told anyone
I didn't miss you way more than I can admit to
Sometimes when the pain hits I just drive by your crib
And I wonder if there's someone there with you
I just wanna know does he hold you the way I did
Talk about the future and a brand new crib
Talk about the different names you would name our kid
Fall asleep in my arms with a goodnight kiss
Cause right now now I don't feel the same
Lately I've been drinking just to cover up the pain
All my friends telling me that I'mma be okay
But I don't think this feeling's ever gonna go away
But do you ever check on me like I check on you
Stay awake late at night thinking of us too
Thinking about but one day we would say I do
But don't say it was too good to be true
It was gonna be you and me happy as can be
Had in dc penthouse twelve twenty three
Buying everything you want giving everything you need
I'ma spend a hundred grand on a damn wedding ring
Cause I knew deep down I just wanna settle down
Knew that I was happier whenever you were around
We would all the food and you sit up on the ground
Then we watch a couple movies
Till we're sleeping on my couch
Cause I was done with the clubs done with the girls
I was done with the drugs
Only two women in my life I ever loved
Yeah I loved disabella
But to me you were the one
But you broke what we had
And you broke all my trust
And you broke me in half
And you broke all my love
I was perfect for you
You were perfect for me
But I guess perfect fake ain't enough
It's a quarter to three
And I can't fall asleep
Cause I just can't believe that you're not here with me
But you took me for granted
I had no choice but to leave
And I swear it hurts holding back
Cause I miss what we had
But I know you won't change
So there's no going back
And I know that it's over
I know I should just let it be
But I still can't forget you and me
Truth be told I ain't never really saw myself as a dad
So much not me
You and him would've been the family I never had
Now I sit here and I just look back
Thinking about the time that I saw him last
Held him so tight said see you tonight
But I knew deep down I was never coming back
Cause you ain't think about him
You ain't think about me
When you ain't giving out your every other dude you meet
You were doing what you want acting single as can be
You were creeping you were cheating every time
I was asleep and I saw it on your phone
Got the pictures on my screen
And you dropped onto your knees
And you beg me not to leave
And you tell me that you'd change
And you sell me on a dream
Then you cheat on me again
How stupid could I be
Goddamn I don't know why
How you gonna go and make a grown man cry
I remember when you said you were old
My mind but everything you said it was all lies
But I gave you a chance and you do it in my face
After everything you did I will never be the same
And I miss you every night and I miss you every day
And you're still the one I love
But you never
The change it's a quarter to three
And I can't fall asleep
Cause I just can't believe
That you're not here with me
But you took me for granted
I had no choice but to leave
And I swear it hurts holding back
Cause I miss what we had
But I know you won't change
So there's no going back
And I know that it's over
I know I should just let it be
But I still can't forget you and me
