Fighting me inside of me i'm trying

I can see the fire in my eyes

I'll admit a part of me is dying

But nobody could ever feel the pain

Stuck in my mind

And i don't really know ya

I been killing everybody in my way

I'm a soldier

I been carrying the weight

F**k they feelings i don't want no friends

I'm a loner

F**k them all they don't really know me

The love is dead and they not my home

Tryna see it all eye to eye

But i can't do that

Cause they all below me full of pain

I don't want the pills

I wipe my tears where the dollar bills

I don't talk to like all my demons

They told me not to hide how i feel

I been control of my own emotion

The rough without any target

Every morning i'm back to holding on

Every grudge that i ever started

Heard the reaper he been calling

Fighting back and i been stalling

I ain't ready for that time yet

Cause i got a lot left to accomplish

Inside of me inside of me i'm trying

I can see the fire in my eyes

I'll admit a part of me is dying

But nobody could ever feel the pain

Stuck in my mind

I don't really know ya

I been killing everybody in my way

I'm a soldier

I been carrying the weight

On my shoulders

F**k these feelings i don't want no

Friends i'm a loner

Got a lot of new burn bridges

I don't care cause i don't miss them

Better off being by myself

Cause they never been in my own position

Lot of talking they got opinions

But none of them got my experience

Ten years i've been doing this

So why the f**k would i wanna hear them

Back to working on every song

Putting hours in and they paying off

Can't forget when i started out

Cause i'm here today could be gone tomorrow

F**k the trends i'm here to stay

No i'm not a puppet i won't obey

Anybody with an open hand

Cause i see the fakes from my mom

All the way

Fighting me inside of me i'm trying

I can see the fire in my eyes

I'll admit a part of me is dying

But nobody could ever feel the pain

Stuck in my mind

And i don't really know ya

I been killing everybody in my way

I'm a soldier

I been carrying the weight on my shoulders

F**k these feelings i don't want no

Friends i'm a loner