I haven't smiled very much today, but I'm okay, I'm okay

All these tears are diamonds on my face, and I'm okay, I'm okay

I think you were the first person who gave me a shot

I want you to know that it meant a fucking lot

You listened when I needed you that Sunday night

You took that blade, threw it away, and gave me life

And I haven't smiled very much today, but I'm okay, I'm okay

All these tears are diamonds on my face, and I'm okay, I'm okay

I think you were the first person who broke my damn heart

I want you to know I was thrown back in the dark

I listened when you needed me that Christmas night

But you ran that blade through all your veins just one more time

But I wasn't there for you in that bedroom

When you decided the world didn't get you

I heard the sirens, I saw the message

I'll keep your nightstand the way that you left it

I haven't smiled very much today, but I'm okay, I'm okay

All these tears are diamonds on my face, and I'm okay, I'm okay

Yeah, yeah, I'm okay, yeah

Yeah, I'm okay

I knew you were the last person who I'd give my heart

I want you to know I loved you right from the start, yeah

I listened when the pastor said you would hurt no more

I threw that blade inside your grave and said once more

That I haven't smiled very much today, but I'm okay, I'm okay

All these tears are diamonds on my face, and I'm okay, I'm okay

Yeah