Between the gaps I was swimming laps

Got close to some epiphany

I'll convince a friend to join deep ends

Have your toes touch the lack of cement?

Gather to one corner of the woods

Echo chambers inside a neighborhood

And centerfold, humility shown

You're not as good as what your mama's sewn

Aren't you glad that you reside

In a hell and in disguise?

Nobody yet everything

A pool to shed your memory

Could you say you even tried?

You haven't called your family twice

I can hope tonight goes differently

But I show up to the party just to leave

Between the gaps, keep it under wraps

How I got to some epiphany

I'll convince myself when it turns to twelve

The photos keep the sentiment

Gather to one corner of the woods

Echo chambers inside a neighborhood

And centerfold, humility shown

You're not as good as what your mama's sewn

Aren't you glad that you reside

In a hell and in disguise?

Nobody yet everything

A pool to shed your memory

Could you say you even tried?

You haven't called your family twice

I can hope tonight goes differently

But I show up to the party just to leave

Pulling back I tried to find

The point of wasting precious time

I sip and toast to normalcy

A fool's way into jealousy

I mock and imitate goodbyes

When I know that I can't deny

That I'll be here forever while

I show up to the party just to leave