Dear God

I'm writing this letter to you

'Cause I don't have a clue

Can you help me

I'm sitting here

Simply trying to figure out

What my life's all about

Can you tell me

I never wanted to be

The person you see

Can you tell me who I am

I always wanted to die

But you kept me here alive

Can you tell me who I am

I lie awake

Conducting this symphony

That you have gifted to me

But I can't ever sleep

Don't be mad

But I get weak inside

And I start to fall apart

'Cause I feel nothing

I never wanted to be

Some kind of comic relief

Please show me who I am

I've been tortured and scorned

Since the day that I was born

But I don't know who I am

And I thank you man for everything

I'm sorry I'm so frightened about all of it

But I wish I could give you more

And all the lights are shining down on me

And I feel intimidated by it all

I never wanted to be

The person you see

But thank you

Oh God please tell me now

Are you disappointed are you proud

Haven't I done everything everything

I'm so sorry I'm so weak

And I've turned into a freak

But I don't know anything anything

I've lost all self- esteem

By burying everything

And I feel nothing nothing

Oh God please tell me now

Oh God please tell me now

'Cause I feel nothing

Dear God

I'm writing this letter to you

I am coming unglued

Please help me