How can I say this without breaking?

How can I say this without taking over?

How can I put it down into words?

When it's almost too much for my soul alone

I loved, and I loved and I lost you

I loved, and I loved and I lost you

I loved, and I loved and I lost you

And it hurts like hell

Yeah, it hurts like hell

I don't want them to know the secrets

I don't want them to know the way I loved you

I don't think they'd understand it, no

I don't think they would accept me, no

I loved, and I loved and I lost you

I loved, and I loved and I lost you

I loved, and I loved and I lost you

And it hurts like hell

Yeah, it hurts like hell

Dreams fight with machines

Inside my head like adversaries

Come wrestle me free

Clean from the war

Your heart fits like a key

Into the lock on the wall

I turn it

I turn it

But I can't escape

I turn it over

I turn it over

I loved, and I loved and I lost you

I loved, and I loved and I lost you

I loved, and I loved and I lost you

And it hurts like hell