And back to these cold

Shitty days in Portland

Wishing I'd never

Come across your face

Laying by the memories

Of things unspoken

Scared by thoughts of your father

Made me look over the

Flaws of your nature

Laying on your back became

Your only escape

You feel so old used

But not yet broken

Not to think you have it all together

I never planned to carry your burdens

But this child was a mistake

I knew from the moment

I stepped off that plane

We had no future

How come your dreams

Are always so bitter

And who knows

Maybe one day

You will know my name

You still return to

The same skylines

That leave you broken

Cheap talks with even cheaper company

Keeps the days turning into nights

You lay awake crying 'cause your child

Carries my name

While I regret ever making

You apart of my life

Sadly enough

This song's not to hurt you

Just to show the world that I'm free

I knew from the moment

I stepped off that plane

We had no future

How come your dreams

Are always so bitter

And who knows

Maybe one day

You will know my name

You will know

You will know