I said goodbye at 15 and I didn't know it meant

I'd be crying in my 20s, still not knowing where you went

How long is forever, 'cause it's getting kinda old?

The way I'm getting older and the way I know you won't

I'm talking to the ceiling, hoping that it's loud enough

There better be a Heaven 'cause I keep on looking up

I keep on looking up

I keep on looking up

I see you all the time, but it's only in my head

I pick at the scars 'cause I'm scared that I'll forget

I laugh at stupid memories and I cry out of the blue

I'm holding on to grief 'cause it feels like holding you

I'm talking to the ceiling, hoping that it's loud enough

There better be a Heaven, 'cause I keep on looking up

I keep on looking up

I keep on looking up

I keep on looking up

I keep on looking up

It's bad enough I'll never know if these are wasted words

The thought that you're not out there somewhere only makes it worse

If you can see me, you can find me, I'm still where I always was

There better be a Heaven, 'cause I keep on looking up