Lyricist : Thomas Daniel/Jules Brave/Lauren Spencer-Smith

Composer : Thomas Daniel/Jules Brave/Lauren Spencer-Smith

I've been holding my stomach in for so long

Don't even notice I'm doing it anymore

I work out hard, seven days a week

But I don't feel any differently

I wonder if I'll ever change

I don't think I can live this way

I wake up hating my body

Scared that there's nothing

That'll make it better

If I'm not happy and skinny

Quiet and pretty

Do I even matter?

Hate being hungry when I go to sleep

Biting my tongue so much, it's gonna bleed

I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all

Trying to be small

Oh-oh, ooh

Walk over me and I take it so politely

'Cause I still care what they think and if they like me

I used to smile and show my teeth

Now I don't smile at anything

I wonder if I'll ever change

I, I don't wanna be this way

I wake up hating my body

Scared that there's nothing

That'll make it better

If I'm not happy and skinny

Quiet and pretty

Do I even matter?

Hate being hungry when I go to sleep

Biting my tongue so much, it's gonna bleed

I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all

Trying to be

Everything that makes me sad

A therapist, a punching bag

Wish I could eat and not feel bad

Swear I'm gonna scream

No one's ever listening

And they don't care it's killing me

As long as I can ****ing sing

Then life is a dream...

But I wake up hating my body

Scared that there's nothing

That'll make it better

If I'm not happy and skinny

Quiet and pretty

Do I even matter?

Hate being hungry when I go to sleep

Biting my tongue so much, it's gonna bleed

I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all

I'm killing myself and I don't think it's healthy at all

Trying to be small