When i get lost i gotta snap back to reality

And picture God telling me how could I better me

We cant rush this shit i got to let it come to me

We gone enjoy this ride take it nice and slowly

I was that troubled child always stayed in trouble

Hard headed always felt like I was running with the devil

I ain't tryna win no race

I ain't tryna win no medal

I battle myself everyday i think that is enough aye

They say the good die young but i ain't settle

Tic Toc watch the time keep moving

They say knowledge is key wealth is power

I cant keep getting paid by the hour

I've got to become my own boss become my own man

Make a plan then stick to the game plan

Watch it all fall in place like damn man

It's bout time I'm not a lost man

My soul is not for sale not for taken

Probably somewhere lost probably living with Satan

What you know about them dark nights hoping you make it

Pray the Devil dont attack and eat you up like a raisin

When I was lost and nowhere to be found

Searching looking out for freedom under the ground

I got so much space and no one around

I don't have no one to call when I'm lonely and down

Keep that same energy when I'm on and i make it

Mama told me that she love me and I'm gone be the greatest

Imma kill them all with kindness just add on the greatness

Keep God on my side and nobody can take it

I got a close tight grip of my own feelings

Seem like the streets and the church got the same meaning

It's like hanging up a jersey just for dry cleaning

It's like they love you but they hate you so i stop believing cause

As i look up to the sly man I'm asking God why

Mama said watch yo back and to watch the outside

I know things ain't the same all this pain in the inside

We gone get through these hard times it ain't gone be no moe denying

Yeah I'm getting older where did time fly

I miss my grandma so much why did she have to die

As i look up to the clouds yeah i feel her passing by

I close my eyes light the blunt and the i count to five

Let me gone head and tell ya'll a little story of mine

Cause back then i ain't really have my mama round at the time

When she stop using and got clean everything was fine

But I had to stand tall I had to keep on grinding

Through the hard times the rough times I felt like I dying

But I knew I was gone make it cause God was by my side

He told me leave my past alone my future is ready to shine

But I was stuck up in the dark and ready to commit crime