I'm wide awake but fast asleep

What's left unsaid keeps following me

Following me

I toss and turn just to bite my tongue

Holding my breath test- driving my lungs

Test- driving my lungs

Feel the weight on my heart I've been lying

To myself from the start slowly dying

I'm afraid it's too late but I'm trying

Yeah I'm trying

What if we're too far

Gone gone

Remember when we used to say " We had it all"

Just to throw it away

Just to throw it away

And now we're stuck in retrograde

Moving too fast got nothing to save

Nothing to save

Feel the weight on my heart I've been lying

To myself from the start slowly dying

I'm afraid it's too late but I'm trying

Yeah I'm trying

What if we're too far

Gone gone

Gone

Gone gone

Maybe we lost it all all