The apartment we won't share
I wonder what sad wife lives there
Have the windows decipher their stairs
Do the bricks and the walls
Know to hide the affairs
The dog we won't have is now and i will not choose
The daughter we won't raise
Still waits for you
The girl i won't be is the one that's yours
I hope you surely find what you long for
Two years and some change isn't it strange
You're a full flesh socialist
I go by a new name
A filthy joke that won't burrow
In the corner of your smirking lips
I mourn it to this day
The story we won't tell is my greatest fantasy
The passion i won't feel again isn't lost on me
The son you never wanted is the wound your father left
And the mother i won't be is probably for the best
Your demons i won't meet
Now someone else's word to keep
I'm sure she's beautiful and sweet
Not what i wanted but what we need
