All the times you said

You thought you'd wanna run away

But what more could say

There was no way your mind would change

And I saw the motives

No easy route that I'd control it

But all of a sudden my mind starts rolling

And I finally know that I

Hate you

But can't seem to find

If I made you

This way in due time

And I blame myself for the strangest things

Now I hate myself, I can't tie the strings

And you changed it

All in a week

You'd never say it

But it's all I see

And I hate the feeling when I reminisce

But I cannot seem to just end the list

The more and more you talk

I start to see the plot

And it's full of potholes

Swerving off-road

This destination's too far gone

It's pouring rain downtown

The scorn of the weather shouts

But that wont phase you

It cant erase you

You're too closeminded now and I

Hate you

But can't seem to find

If I made you

This way in due time

And I blame myself for the strangest things

Now I hate myself, I can't tie the strings

And you changed it

All in a week

You'd never say it

But it's all I see

And I hate the feeling when I reminisce

But I cannot seem to just end the list

All you ever wanted

Was recognition, flaunt it

You cant get that shit from me

I'll spit right back, you haunt me

I wanna scream aloud

You're all I see without you

I can't get you out of my head

I'll see your face 'til I'm dead