Ya tell me that it's gonna be okay

Okay? I'm still f****d up

Try to help me, asking me to obey

Oh hey! You're a dumb f*ck

Don't say that you're here for me

Cuz it won't take away the pain appears to be

A fearsome beast, in tears I speak

Hear my please and leave me alone

I've been lost for ages

Nobody paid attention then

Now I found my way

Now they all say that they're my friends

Now you're just a stranger

You can't play inside my head

You can't make me stay

I want it all to end

I will suffer, I will feel the hopelessness

There's no silver lining that could make it hurt me less

I would rather drown in negativity

Than be poisoned by your toxic positivity

"I'm here for you", no you're not

You don't f*****g know what it's like in my thoughts

You might just get shot, you might just unlock

My bite cuz I've got two fangs ready or not

Ya like that? When I push you around

Cuz I fight back when you try to help me ground

I'm not safe or sound, I hate when you're around

You make me scream loud I f*****g hate you now!

I've been lost for ages

Nobody paid attention then

Now I found my way

Now they all say that they're my friends

Now you're just a stranger

You can't play inside my head

You can't make me stay

I want it all to end

I will suffer, I will feel the hopelessness

There's no silver lining that could make it hurt me less

I would rather drown in negativity

Than be poisoned by your toxic positivity

Envy you hide, your greed and your poison

It's starting to leak through the cracks in your lies

I saw your face, your eyes full of anguish

And now you can't break me I ripped your disguise

I will suffer, I will feel the hopelessness

There's no silver lining that could make it hurt me less

I would rather drown in negativity

Than be poisoned by your toxic positivity