Is it obvious I'm not good with attention
I hid my face no I can't stand my own reflection
My imperfections make me offensive
My insecurities are not something to mess with
Can't hide it but I'm helpless
Sometimes I just can't help it
I ruin friendships left and right
Oh me oh my I'm selfish
I'm always second guessing
I guess I never learn
I gave her second chances
Now I don't f**k with her
All these panic attacks and I don't ever relax
I don't know how to act when you be turning your back
And lately I don't ever act right
Remember that night
You lost control you couldn't keep up with the fast life
I don't blame you but I can't save you
This a fast life forget where I been last night
I'm so sorry I left you lonely
I got a show I can't see you in the morning
And I keep my chin down when I'm crowded in the room
'Cause I don't wanna see anybody like you
And I never come through
'Cause I'm always in the mood like
Even if I pulled up
Treat me like a foulard
I'm so done with the games
When I pull up a charade
Would you loved me the same if I asked you to stay
I got smoke in my lungs it get straight to my veins
Would you love me the same if I took all the blame
All these panic attacks and I don't ever relax
I don't know how to act when you be turning your back
And lately I don't ever act right
Remember that night
You lost control you couldn't keep up with the fast life
All these panic attacks and I don't ever relax
I don't know how to act when you be turning your back
And lately I don't ever act right
Remember that night
You lost control you couldn't keep up with the fast life
