i've wasted all this time
thinking you might still come over
but i'm honestly so tired of this room
now i lay awake and think of all the things that i can say
but i'm honestly surprised i'm still with you
i fall apart
whenever i'm not with you
i fall apart
when ever my hearts not in tune
am i the one you want
do you see yourself with me
am i mearly just a project
something you can tweak
is there anybody out there
that feels the way i do
i get super duper nauseaus
so dizzy i could puke
i keep missing all my deadlines
and freaking out my dad
i don't know if i'm okay
but god i hate it when they ask
cause i'm not good at lying
i really wish i was
to be honest i should never buy a gun
id kill myself for fun
i've wasted all this time
thinking you might still come over
but i'm honestly so tired of this room
now i lay awake and think of all the things that i can say
but i'm honestly surprised i'm still with you
i fall apart
whenever i'm not with you
i fall apart
when ever my hearts not in tune
