A lotta reasons why I'm hardly speaking to a lotta people

I was out the side of all of it and barely got to check

Mind racing 'bout a mile a sec and I ain't stop it yet

People talking toxic, I don't know who tryna drop me next

Felt a lot of death, that's why I'm easily the kind that's left

Feeling like I'm stuck in solitude if you ain't seen with me

Knowing they don't want a lot to do just so they be with me

Never answer when I'm calling you to make me see these things

And you don't need to be beside, not to pressure you

Always taught that people go and lie to get the best of you

Stressing you to go outside when they try testing you

Break you down 'til you die, just to use the rest of you

Keep your head up

Two wrongs never make a right

The space you call home be the place you die

Know you feel alone, try to stay alive

Barely do this on my own, I'mma pray tonight

Talk to me like I ain't seen enough

You don't bleed enough, I'm too vocal with my dreams and such

Asking if I could just slow it down, I'm being me too much

I was painting pictures I envision just from thinking up

Read the print and touch a check, spend a little, up the rest

Heart pounding from the stress, trying not to

Tryna figure how to cut them hours of me all alone

Proud of what I been surrounded by just for a couple sets

Until they call my phone, chilling in my throne

I been sitting for a minute, man the king is waiting

For his zone, when I'm saying that I'm fine, I been lying

When y'all say I'm overconfident, I'm feeling really low though

I do everything I can, for the sake of fam

Gave you what I could and you never will think of me when making plans

I was seven being shaped a man, and you never gave a hand

You ain't help me run the streams and you ain't help me make a band

Further than just one of us, demons what I'm running from

Don't you speak up on it, you ain't been to where I'm coming from

I don't have no secrets, heart open, broken from the sleeveless

Type of way I wear my feelings, say it's love and never mean it

Keep your head up

Two wrongs never make a right

The space you call home be the place you die

Know you feel alone, try to stay alive

Barely do this on my own, I'mma pray tonight

Repetition, I sit in the middle of these four corners

Forewarning, more than moments that wore on us

War coming any minute, I don't feel safe anymore

Feel my taste just ain't the way to take the cake anymore

Every mirror make me hate me some more

Every melody I sing is me just breaking the core

My patience is off, my brain is in store

I hate they really think I'm living different

So them thoughts is what I didn't face any more

'Cause we don't call just to get 'em down

Hard to get in touch when he don't answer and ain't been around

Thought that he was done until I seen him do that spin around

Gotta see him now before he's big and trip on all me for it

I don't wanna see him on the sideshow

I fly past when they drive slow

You ain't there for me when I got low

Then you won't be when I got dough

Leave them all up in the dust though

Industry a little cutthroat

Promise y'all ain't finna touch those

I can see it when you bluff bro

Point at me like I been bad

Make it something it's not though

Wonder why you tryna live fast

Did dirty then die slow

Say you hate that I did that

Well I hate you alive though

You ain't never work for no big bag

You big mad at the grind though

I'm feeling different

All this trouble, you still addicted

All this talk like you really real

And you ain't even really dealing with it

On the mental I'm illy with it

You ain't get it, that's

Tired of stick and living with it

Every sentence isn't sentimental

Keep your head up

Two wrongs never make a right

The space you call home be the place you die

Know you feel alone, try to stay alive

Barely do this on my own, I'mma pray tonight

And I can't even say it, think I need antidepressants

My mind isn't helping, the damage is dealt and

You only sound selfish the second you telling someone else to suck it up

Looking at these hands like I can't wait to plan to

See 'em

And I'm a man so I'mma double up

Handling myself and can't nobody tell me nothing once

I start thinking how they'll function without me

Then care less when I remember what they mumble about me