you left me stranded
lost and abandoned
now all that i have is the memory of us
the pictures are tainted
broken and faded
oh i guess i knew it but wouldn't believe it
all of the signs they were there all along
so scared of the truth so i chose to ignore it
all the words that you didn't let me say were
they changed anything would you maybe let me stay
i'm left wondering what will come next i
i feel nothing and i feel everything
numb myself every night
try so hard not to think
haunted by memories going insane i i
looking at you looking at me
but you don't see me lost in the sea
down in the deep and i can't breathe
now you're right here down on my knees
why don't you help me why's it all a lie
all by myself
reaching for help
but you don't feel me hiding the pain fading away
like dying daisies
i need a break from all the mistakes
i need to disappear
can't erase you from my mind
voices keep talking but i try not to listen
they're noise in my head saying i should hold on
they make it so hard hard to let go
i'm hurt and i'm aching but still i'm fake smiling
i don't want to show you how broken i am
would you even care
would you even care
all the words that you didn't let me say would
they changed anything would you maybe let me stay
i'm left wondering what will come next oh
all by myself reaching for help
why don't you feel me hiding the pain
fading away like dying daisies
i need a break from all the mistakes
i need to disappear
can't erase you from my mind
i need to know how to move on
i need to know how to move
i need to know how to move on
i need to know how to move on