I am barely alive

I am barely alive

This time it′s happening

Just a little bit too fast

It'd better be worth every ounce of pain you put me through

This girl I see in front of me

With (scars?) of steel

And broken dreams

I am barely alive

This girl I feel

With a shattered heart

Cripples my life

She cripples my soul

Never makes we want to start

Never makes we want to start again

She lets me start to feel

The last thing I ever have and wanted to be

She lets me start to feel

The last thing I ever really attempted to be

I am barely alive

She lets me chose how to wrench it all out

Every piece of my dirty consciousness

She makes me wanna die

With the full moon of her filthy life in my eyes

In my eyes

And what you see is what she made me

Half a man with one foot in the grave

What you see is what she made me

Half the (?) with my foot stuck in the grave

I am barely alive

I am barely alive

I am barely alive