It be late night when I battle demons

See their shadow creeping

Climb my way up hear the ladder creaking

Cus they shake it from under, it's mad deceiving

Had me sad and weeping cus they told me they'd hold it down for me firm

In the ground like a worm

Disrespected me and boundaries hurt

You was frowning when I was announcing my terms

I was down in the dirt, help me god

I'm constantly winning but felt the loss

I'm dodging my dinner my health at cost

So I'm lost and I'm in a whole melting pot

By myself a lot, they only put in effort when you mad yo

Non-reciprocation messing with me bad tho

You don't think about me how I think about you

And it turned me to a pessimistic a**e

I won't mention names but you know already

And I'll write bout the pain cus you know I'm petty

It's all in my brain and its loaded heavy

So I'm more than ready to just go confetti

And just pop shit

Oh, its too much should I stop it?

You dont give a f**k till I'm crossed

You won't give a f**k till I've lost it

Pain girl you gimme pain

Boy you gimme pain

I manoeuvre thru the rain

Pain girl you gimme pain

Boy you gimme pain

I manoeuvre thru the rain

Pain girl you gimme pain

Boy you gimme pain

I manoeuvre thru the rain

Pain girl you gimme pain

Boy you gimme pain

I manoeuvre thru the rain

I won't mention names but you know already

And I'll write bout the pain cus you know I'm petty

It's all in my brain and its loaded heavy

So I'm more than ready to just go confetti

And just pop shit

Oh, it's too much should I stop it?

You don't give a f**k till I'm crossed

You won't give a f**k till I've lost it