I don't know what I'm feelin' these days, but

I hope it gets better, and it

Cuts deep like I'm grippin' a blade, my

Head's light as a feather

And I hope that I feel it, hope I feel something-something

Little something at all

And I hope that I feel it, hope I feel something-something

Something to fix my heart

Yeah, sometimes I'm scared you'll open up your eyes and see the signs

Finally see I'm worthless and nothing compared to other guys

And yeah I'll cry but still smile and say it's fine

While my mind leaps to different ****ing forms of suicide

Jealousy's my biggest enemy so what's the key

To put down all the drugs all my demons just face defeat

I got some family whose faces I can never see

And even some that soon won't even ****in' remember me

I don't know what I'm feelin' these days, but

I hope it gets better, and it

Cuts deep like I'm grippin' a blade, my

Head's light as a feather

And I hope that I feel it, hope I feel something-something

Little something at all

And I hope that I feel it, hope I feel something-something

Something to fix my heart