I've been up all week
I can't get sleep
Mind's got me way too deep
Too deep
I can barely eat these days
I'm weak
Build up of anxiety
Anxiety
I'm suddenly
So alone
I start thinking I don't know myself
And nothing's been feeling like home
Feeling like home
I never used to think like that
Is it in my brain
Am I losing touch
Am I cursed for good if I knew I'd be better off
How did I knew what was wrong or right
But lately hitting black and white
Told myself too many times
That I'm alright
That I lost sight
Oh
Having a way when overwhelmed
When overwhelmed
From all the lies I told myself
I told myself
Thought I'd run from right
I don't know anymore
Oh
From all the lies I told myself
Life's too short to overthink it all
Wasting time when looking back
Looking back
Dwelling in the past won't get you far
Yeah I found the truth in that
Suddenly feel so alone
Alone
Did I lose myself
I don't feel anything like I used to before
Maybe I need help
I got nothing to lose
The psycho's coming back
And I don't know what to do
Oh
I don't push myself like I used to do
The psycho's coming back
I no longer have a use
How did I knew what was wrong or right
But lately hitting black and white
Told myself too many times
That I'm alright
That I lost sight
Oh
Having away when overwhelmed
When overwhelmed
From all the lies I told myself
I told myself
Thought I'd only run from right
I don't know anymore
Oh
Seeing illusions and dreaming of nothing
I'm lost in the city
With no one around me
Dancing with strangers
Distractions from later
I'm lost in the city
With no one around me
How did I knew what was wrong or right
Maybe I need help
But lately hitting black and white
Told myself too many times
That I'm alright
That I lost sight
Oh
Having away when overwhelmed
When overwhelmed
From all the lies I told myself
I told myself
Thought I'd only run from right
I don't know anymore
Oh
Looking back I know I shouldn't
But it's a way of feeling for now
Guess I'm stuck in temporaries of all the lies I told myself
Put me out of misery
Save me from myself
Thought I'd be fine on my own
This time I'll be needing help
