Lyricist : Zevia/Nick Monson/Sara Davis

Composer : Zevia/Nick Monson/Sara Davis

I, I'm holding my breath

Awaiting my death

And it feels so close to me

I, I'm full of regret

In over my head

And I've got no remedy

I don't wanna cry when I'm thinking too much

But I don't know a life where it isn't too much

And not enough

I'm in the water

Far from the surface

Fighting is useless

How can I do this?

It's getting harder

Finding a purpose

Inviting the voices

I'm my own poison

Lost, away from it all

Who's there to call

When I'm my own enemy?

I don't wanna cry when I'm thinking too much

But I don't know a life where it isn't too much

But still never enough

I'm in the water

Far from the surface

Fighting is useless

How can I do this?

It's getting harder

Finding a purpose

Inviting the voices

I'm my own poison

I'm in the water

Holding my own hand

But I know it's pointless

I'm my own poison