I've been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I've been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna gone today
I just wanna gone
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna gone
And let me tell you why
All this other sh*t I'm talkin' 'bout they think they know it
I've been praying for somebody to save me no one's heroic
And my life don't even matter
I know it I know it I know
I'm hurting deep down but can't show it
I never had a place to call my own
I never had a home
Ain't nobody callin' my phone
Where you been where you at what's on your mind
They say every life precious but nobody care about mine
I've been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I've been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I want you to be alive
I want you to be alive
You don't gotta gone today
You don't gotta gone today
I want you to be alive
I want you to be alive
You don't gotta gone
Now let me tell you why
I was born in 2002
Saw my mom and dads face and my family too
Started walking in my own feet's at the age 1
My first time seeing the sun and the moon
I still remember when I argued with my mom and dad and friends and even my teacher
I think of myself why do people have emotions
Cause you ain't gonna know what's gonna happen
I know where you been where you are where you goin’
I know you're the reason I believe in life
What's the day without a little night
It can be hard
It can be so hard
But you gotta live right now
You got everything to give right now
I've been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I've been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I finally wanna be alive
I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna gone today
I don't wanna gone
I finally wanna be alive
I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna gone
I don't wanna gone
Pain don't hurt the same I know
The lane I travel feels alone
But I'm moving 'til my legs give out
And I see my tears melt in the snow
But I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna cry anymore
I wanna feel alive
I don't even wanna gone anymore
Oh I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't even wanna gone anymore