Yeah, aye

I miss my homies, haven't seen them in like five years

Nine years, been taken with fake friends and s**t I'm tired

This year I'm sitting by a tree, writing this nonsense

Screaming my lungs out, but all I'm hearing is the silence

Quiet, but in my head I hear sirens

Feel like I'm bleeding out my ears, my thoughts full of violence

The devil in me tryna get the f*ck out, but I hide it

Got a lot of fake bitches who I hate but I ride with

I feel f*****g numb and I don't know how to describe it

Don't got nobody to tell my thoughts to so I write it

Keep it to myself cause ain't nobody seen this side yet

Ain't seen the side of me who got murder on her mind, yeah

I swear I'ma die young

O.D. on some codeine

Fill my lungs up 'til I fly up

Momma, if I die young, know that I got closure

I wish I knew right from wrong, I wish that I was sober

'Cause mama I ain't growing up, I'm getting older

I'm sweating but I swear everyday keep on getting colder

I just want to close my eyes and wait until it's over

Ma, I wish I was stronger, I wish that I was sober

Yeah, I miss my homies haven't seen them in like five years

Nine years, been faking with a smile and s**t I'm tired

Lost it, drowning in the smoke 'til I'm unconscious

Blood on my wrist so my heart beat is silent

Problem child

Quiet, f*****g violent

Feel like I'm bleeding out my ears, my thoughts full of violence

The devil in me tryna get the f*ck out, but I hide it

Got a lot of fake bitches who I hate but I ride with

I'm f*****g numb, can't speak my truth so I just lied, yeah

Don't got nobody to tell my thoughts to so I write it

Keep it to myself cause ain't nobody seen this side yet

Ain't seen the side of me who got murder on her mind, yeah

I been on this s**t since 2000-1-4

Born with disappointment tatted on my torso