Thought I was profound last night

It's not affected, it just really isn't right

Am I the one in pain again

Some things are just too good to be true and then

I beat myself up

I beat myself up

Somehow I flower through the rain

Under the pressure of the everyday sky

Am I not worthy cause I did kinda try

Is it resilient to want to not die

And now I dress myself in rain

'Cause there's no tears for me to stoically brave

No prison warranting heroic escape

Prosaic, privileged and pretend restrained

Fading in recursive time

I'm holding onto any reasons I can find

Am I the one to blame again

Some things are just too good to be true and then

I beat myself up

I beat myself up

Somehow I flower through the rain

Under the pressure of the everyday sky

Am I not worthy cause I did kinda try

Is it resilient to want to not die

And now I dress myself in rain

'Cause there's no tears for me to stoically brave

No prison warranting heroic escape

Prosaic, privileged and pretend restrained

Iss bakwas ki na koi ibtida, na inteha

Mera din tabah

Yeh bin bulai khayal jaise jin bulai

How sinful I have been, mera dil dukhain

Mera bill batain main chala

Mera dil do wapis, bara Bilbo Baggins bana phirta hai

Dildo pae gaye, single-handed, finger waggin'

Everybody's got advice

Everybody got a vice

Everybody's got a knife for my back, noose for my neck

But everybody seems polite

Aap meray piece takseem karain

Aap mujhay please takleef batain

I never seem to see the light, believe that there's more to me than meets the eye

All the good-for-nothing goodness

All the symmetry I witness

All the reasons why I did this

Did I

Did I do it for me

Did I do it for me

All the good-for-nothing goodness

All the symmetry I witness

All the reasons why I did this

Did I

Did I do it for me

Did I do it for me

Did I do it for me

Did I do it for me

Did I do it for me

Did I do it for me