Everything that I despise

Consumes me when I close my eyes

I don't know if I can change the way I feel

Despite the light that you have shone

The dark has become what I know

And I am fighting to find my way out of it

I am trying so hard to forget

This constant aching feeling that stirs inside my chest

The fear in me always drags me down

The guilt I feel will not let me get up again

I'm crushed by the weight

I was younger then careless and innocent

I never thought my words could mean so much

But I am older now I should be screaming out

So why is it that I keep my mouth shut

Why do I try so hard to forget

The forgiveness that is in your hands and the mercy in your words

You are calling me to seek You and find rest

And leave behind the emptiness that holds me in the dark that holds me in the dark

I hope you can hear me

I'll keep singing this song

Even if there's no air left and dirt fills up these lungs

Please keep the lights on

I am trying to make it home

The sun is sinking

But I won't go down with it

Please keep the lights on

I am trying to make it home

The sun is sinking

But I won't go down with it

The sun is sinking

The sun is sinking

The sun is sinking

I won't go down with it