Guess wrong, I lost
Keep it boxed in, feel the cost
Pressure, I'm gone
Waste myself, lost cause
Mess up, I'm locked
Always me before who I love
Dressed up, dissolve
Need the pill to hit like right now
K needle in me, lights out
I'm scared of what comes without
I don't talk, don't want my words out
I did wrong, my soul, it's cursed now
When I hate myself, it hurts you
When I self destruct, it burns you
Give it all to do what I do
My fuckin' oxy dose would kill you
Wanna be someone else
Only cared how I felt
Take this pill, f*ck my health
Did it all by myself
I done made my own hell
Feel so bad, do it well
Tried to walk and I fell
Not a pill for this that could help
I just wake up early, I don't choose to
I do what I want, what I choose to
Geeked up, I'm gone sippin' juice, blue
I get way too deep then I lose you
Don't do what I'm told, how I learned to
You not cute, so I'm finna curve you
I can't take one, finna take two
Shawty ask me what all these pills do
Guess wrong, I lost
Keep it boxed in, feel the cost
Pressure, I'm gone
Waste myself, lost cause
Mess up, I'm locked
Always me before who I love
Dressed up, dissolve
Need the pill to hit like right now
K needle in me, lights out
I'm scared of what comes without
I don't talk, don't want my words out
I did wrong, my soul, it's cursed now
When I hate myself, it hurts you
When I self destruct, it burns you
Give it all to do what I do
My fuckin' oxy dose would kill you
