Flying colors
Through the wind
My heart beats faster
Over again
Falling feathers
From the sky
I'm thinking whether
I can or cannot fly
It's like a hurricane
Wanting to try and stay
The pain won't go away
Causing more, more
What am I even for?
Feels like I'm being torn
It hurts more in every form
Even now I'm still in the
Same storm
Back in summer
Still the same
All is warmer
Only pain
Frozen water
From saddened rain
Falling faster
Forget my name
It's like a hurricane
Wanting to try and stay
The pain won't go away
Causing more, more
What am I even for?
Feels like I'm being torn
It hurts more in every form
Even now I'm still in the
Same storm
I am in this ditch and
It's cold, the wind's
Flickering fro and to
The midst of my woe
Like sh*t
I wish I could picture
A moment
Where I'm the victor
And holdin'
My own triumph
But I know that that's
A lie and I'm
Strugglin'
These days I'm stuck
In my bleak ways
Still fumblin'
Like my effort will never
Release pain
My hunger and
Sheer rage is crumbled
In each page
I'm rummagin'
Through my very
Unsettling
Weak ways
And I'm
Wishin' I could take
It back to the times
When I was just a
Youngin
And trackin' no rhymes
And things were still fine
But now I'm too blind to see
I'm in a blizzard,
I hang with no life
Tryna make this sh*t
Happen with zero budget
Music's beautiful hope
That I do it justice
It's gettin crazy it's hailing
Man should I run? sh*t
Nothing can faze me,
I'm awake but I'm fully numb
It's like a hurricane
Wanting to try and stay
The pain won't go away
Causing more, more
What am I even for?
Feels like I'm being torn
It hurts more in every form
Even now I'm still in the same storm
