Lyricist : Milly Toomey/zhone/Maize

Composer : Milly Toomey/zhone/Maize

Terrified of my regrets, the things I said and haven't yet

I can't breathe, can't sleep

I keep crying, I can't stop the feeling I'm not good enough

It gets me, it wrecks me

I've been hanging by a thread

A trap door in my head

I'm falling through again

I'm heartbroken and it's fake

Oh, when my friends say it'll be okay

Could the universe go easy on me?

If it gets much worse I think I might scream

Say I'm in my prime, whatever that means

If I hear that one more time I think I might lose my cool

Waiting for it all to click

I'm getting desperate

Right now I'll take anything, even the stupid shit

So every 11:11 I make a wish

I've been hanging by a thread

A trap door in my head

I'm falling through again

Flew from London to L.A.

But nothing really changed

I still feel the same

Could the universe go easy on me?

If it gets much worse I think I might scream

Say I'm in my prime, whatever that means

If I hear that one more time I think I might lose my cool

My cool

Could the universe go easy on me?

If it gets much worse I think I might lose my cool