I never wanted to play make believe,
I tried to stay within reality
And from a real young age,
I learned to cope with pain, I never was the same
I didn't want you to be superman,
I only wanted you to hold my hand.
I guess I asked too much,
Or wasn't worth enough,
But I kept faith because -
You're supposed to love and protect me
(Sorry that I didn't turn out the way
that you wanted, but I just wanted you to stay)
You're supposed to love and accept me
(Instead, I waited wasting so much time,
and without you I really had to sacrifice
the part of my heart that believed dreams could come to life)
I played my part, you had my heart,
believed it all would work out, without a shred of doubt,
But in your eyes, I couldn't fly,
Why wasn't I good enough?
Guess I just don't mean much,
is it too late, to quit this game?
Fill me with poison, make me numb,
I don't care if my heart stops
Feed me your bullshit, hope it works,
That's all you're fucking good for!
[ // Thanks for nothing. // ]
Should I apologize for giving up?
Should I be sorry that I've had enough?
Of broken promises, excessive harsh judgements,
and subtle rejections
Are you aware of what you've done to me?
Or are you so just blind that you can't see
the scars that you've left here,
mutating into fear, of people getting near
Why didn't you love and accept me?
(Sorry that I didn't turn out the way
that you wanted, I guess that's why you didn't stay)
Why couldn't you love and protect me?
(Instead, I waited wasting so much time,
and without you I really had to sacrifice
the part of my heart that believed dreams could come to life)
You had a chance,
I took it back
Why should I let you go free
when you can't stop hurting me?
Wish I were strong,
enough to hold on,
But the ache grows and grows,
As long as I still can't say 'no',
So ... you've got to go!
Swallow your poison, just one gulp,
I want you to drink it all
Have just a taste of what you serve,
this is how bad your lies hurt!
[ // Thanks for nothing. // ]
I'm not too sensitive,
And I'm not incompetent
You failed the job that you were meant to have in my life,
No, I'm not incompetent
No, I'm not too sensitive
And if you really cared then you'd just say you're sorry!
The saddest part is that you won't even hear this song
I wish,
that things had been different,
But now I just can't leave it all behind
If I could heal the wounds within,
maybe we both could start again,
For now I can't, my heart is cracked, so until then ...
Can't let you in,
this is the end
Fill me with poison make me numb,
I don't care if my heart stops
Feed me your bullshit, hope it works,
That's all you're fucking good for!
Swallow your poison, just one gulp,
I want you to drink it all
Have just a taste of what you serve,
this is how bad your lies hurt!
[ // Thanks for nothing. // ]
