No matter how I try
It doesn't even matter really
Average score another
Try resulting in the mean
I know that I can't go on
But they control me
Gauging value with the arbitrary
Things I hate make this
Life unbearable to lead
When can I stop
Rewind re- do it all
Beating my chest
Running deep with abnormality
I feel it a change
Is this a different me
Again and again have
I finally done it properly
To be reborn again new me
Are you looking at me
Feel it you won't believe
Throw off every piece
Of clothing then you'll see
From a pupa inside to
A cute butterfly
Revealing everything
I wanna show 'em this time
Not an actor to see
No one cares in this scene
I'll drum to the beat into a one
Two three
Nobody washing my brain
Say I'm dancing deranged
Go go go go insane
How could it be
Damning me to be so ordinary
Indeed I need that abnormality
Do you agree
No I don't want any stupid theories
Lock them out hide the lone key
Exceeding need love or hate
I want anomaly
But now do you see
It's in me very deep
In the debris of
A twisted love it came to be
A me but one
I couldn't possibly dream
Are you looking at me
Feel it you won't believe
Throw off every piece
Of clothing then you'll see
From a pupa inside to
A cute butterfly
Revealing everything
I wanna show 'em this time
Not an actor to see
No one cares in this scene
I'll drum to the beat
Into a one two three
Nobody washing my brain
Say I'm dancing deranged
Go go go go insane
In a room only me
No light left to breed
My reflection I see
Under the midnight bleak
Who are you I plead
Who am I indeed
Though begging for an answer
They don't say anything
Go crazy go crazy go crazy
Go crazy go crazy go crazy
Go crazy go party
See I'll show you a completely new me
Are you looking at me
Feel it you won't believe
From my sheer threaded
Clothing cocoon now you see
From a pupa inside to
A cute butterfly
Revealing everything
I wanna show 'em this time
Not an actor to see
No one cares in this scene
I'll drum to the beat into a one
Two three
Nobody washing my brain
Say I'm dancing deranged
Go go go go insane
Beating my chest running
Deep with abnormality
I feel it a change
Is this a different me
In the debris of a twisted love
It came to be
A heart that won't feel that for me
Beating my chest
Running deep with abnormality
I feel it a change
Is this a different me
Again and again have
I finally done it properly
To be reborn again a new me