Feel it cutting into me
The doubting painful knife
Feel it deepening
The river finally hit just right
Can't take the love we had
So we can burn and glow
But it growing to a weapon only hurting me
This i know
Is not fiction
So good with number
Science math i like but in terrible english
So i despise this part of me
That wants a simple right or wrong
And i feel that everything i choose
Will always be false
And today this whole work about me
A blank sheet accomplish content
With this life i will now live
Till i think
Why are we just sometimes no always
Saying how we're sad
And saying how we're lonely
Can you even read the blackboard
Written clear as can be
Can do you even read his mind
See that kid's lost fantasy
Can you even find the one
Who tied his red heart to black
Hey who could it be
Hey someone tell me
Can you even solve the question
With your abacus yet
Can you even stop the road
From hanging him by his neck
Did he really choose it right
Saying we're okay this way
He just tell me how it's not like i care now
Can days like numbers
They all pass their prime and again
Hypnoticly swimming through time
Behind the power and guards i put up i hide
Knowing they have long died from problems
My resolve just can't solve
That homework accomplish content
With this life i will now live till i think
And he speaks that demon inside us
Say let me just leave
Sing someone kill me
Can you even read the blackboard
Red and clear as can be
Can you even read his mind
See that kid's lost fantasy
Can you even find the one
Who died his red heart to black
Hey who could it be
Hey someone tell me
Can you even solve the question
With your abacass yet
Can you even stop the rope
From hanging him by his neck
Did he real he choose it right
Saying we're okay this way
Can you just tell me how
Can you just tell me how
Can you even say the formula of area now
Can you even scream the dreams
You swore with never
Go out who was the one who let
My hopes just curl up and die
Hey who could it be
No it's gonna be
Just open up your eyes
Why don't you grow up and see
But what the hell is growing up
And tell me when will i be
Can a single person out there
Just explain it to me
He just tell me how it's not like i care now
