I may be happy

Trying to put my poor old heart together

I may be wondering

Why those good old bad days

Ever ever had to end

You may be so nice

Offering me the safety of your shoulder

It's such a heavy price

'Cause the more that you adore me

The cooler and the colder I get

I don't want to be loved like this

I don't want to be worshipped and kissed

I just want to hurt you

'Til the blood runs through

Your ruby red lips

I may be happy

Trying to put my poor old heart together

I may be confident I'll never be okay

Whether you like it or not

I don't want to be loved like this

I don't want to be worshipped and kissed

I just want to hurt you

'Til the blood runs through

Your ruby red lips

Your ruby red lips

Somehow somewhere

There is a b*****d waiting for me

He will hurt me like I'm hurting you now

And I will adore him

I don't want to be loved like this

I don't want to be loved like this

I don't want to be I just want be down

I just want to be kicked down

I just want to be kicked down

I just want to be kicked down