Is there light

Beyond the storm?

I've heard of stars

Beyond the grey skies

I couldn't see

Beyond my own face

The day the mirror

Became a blade

And all that anger

And all that pain

Sparked the power

Of who I became

I paid in blood

So I'd be beautiful

I found my power

In chaos

But all that magic

Is illusional

It's not enough

It's not enough

I gave it all

So I'd be powerful

I learnt to master

My chaos

But all the magic

In the whole, wide world

Is not enough

It's not enough

It can't return

The part I lost

All I wanted

Was a bit of love

To be wanted

By someone

But my world is cruel

It's unrelenting

If you're not cruel too

You won't survive it

All that rejection

And all that pain

Sparked the power

Of who I became

I paid in blood

So I'd be beautiful

I found my power In chaos

But all that magic Is illusional

It's not enough

It's not enough

I gave it all

So I'd be powerful

I learnt to master

My chaos

But all the magic

In the whole, wide world

Is not enough

It's not enough

It can't return

The part I lost