Lyricist : Zola Nafia
Composer : Zola Nafia
(hey doc. ive been wondering
is it me that's sick?
is my only hope to scrape off the edges of myself
that dont fit neatly into reality?
or should i carve a hole in the world
that only i can fit in?
and who is it that has the authority to tell me that im sick?
is it you?
or is the corporations that make the pill-pill-pill-pills-)
[kittydoggo]
i feel so damn proud when im off the addy
when i didnt take them i see others and feel saddy (BOOOO)
cause when i do drugs man i feel so happy (YAYYYYY)
rack the dopamine up i need it all for me
i need happiness i dont need drugs
dope me up until my body's numb
how come every day i feel so dumb?
i need that dopamine in my system, um
popping pills so i dont fail school
life's a trip and i was the stool
bump my toe on sadness pick myself up its the cycle
popping pills so i dont feel shit
call me blunt when i dont hear it
hand me the pistol
im feeling a little violent
never expressed my own anger well now i can
its bubbling all out now like on a frying pan
and nobody in the system could give a damn
so im ****ing up my system emptying cans
im saying **** you to the system that never helped
its "break yourself just to function" and nothing else
i know they wanted to fix her, now look oh well
shes sleeping in a closet
so numb that she's in hell
never expressed my own anger well now i can
its bubbling all out now like on a frying pan
and nobody in the system could give a damn
so im ****ing up my system emptying cans
im saying **** you to the system that never helped
its "break yourself just to function" and nothing else
i know they wanted to fix her, now look oh well
shes sleeping in a closet
so numb that she's in hell
i broke myself just to function
i did what all of them wanted
oh
just a shell void of emotion
working herself to exhaustion, no
i need happiness i don't need drugs
but where'd my happiness go?
you deceived me, left me bleeding
but i won't let you steal my soul!
YAYYYYY-A-A-A-A-Y
x4
4 year overstimulation
my degree's in ceasing function
sharpest teeth are barely working
it's all pills and carbonation
had no graduation day
no paper shows my work
was so numb in hell for nothing
i should kill you first!
