Yeah
Yeah
I'm at the forefront
With my four brothers for months
Broke as hell we couldn't afford much
Wishing upon a star or a foreign lunch
My foresight not a rich instinct this a poor hunch
Milk inside the fridge could only pour once
Young kids running around the four runts
Back of the field I've been waiting for good punts
This hat reads intelligent not for dunce
Soon I'll be a star
I'm talking tv shows or I'll die and everyone will add the e as my souls embarks
And my body will become a source for the barks
In a cemetery or my ashes around the parks
Talk to moms she said get over your pops
Stop living underground explosions will erupt
Sitting here taking it in I didn't interrupt
It's time to tell a story of how lel's corrupt
Inside my head and it flows like a river
Push it aside but the problems getting bigger and bigger
These solo cups keep messing up my liver
Too late for dreams cuz I believe never means never
I could've won it all but inside I'm empty
Demons invited in living in me rent free
No more dreaming race cars or a Bentley
So I talk to myself on the daily
I started lying to my therapist
Saying sorry to myself and my little miss
Healing through the rain and through the pain and the little mist
Could've leaned something in sessions that I missed
I left the lady psychiatrist pissed
Telling fake stories instead of my list
It could've gone both ways but i chose
A life like this so I deal like this
Everyone judging even the judge not budging
I'm talking spiritual talk let preach go budge in
No money for lawyers it's outside of my budget
That's why these voices in my head are like my cousins
Rent free
Inside my head and it flows like a river
Push it aside but the problems getting bigger and bigger
These solo cups keep messing up my liver
Too late for dreams cuz i believe never means never
Stuck finding pieces so I can fund my nieces
Stop tugging on the dawg cuz I break leashes
Run away to find peace is
A wonderful idea but I wanna pay the leases
I already get stopped at airport tsa
So now it's time to make a psa
Flip the script they find cash behind the zipper and it's not mine
Go ahead and contact the epa
They gon say I'm a legitable man
Flying over seas to take back my beautiful land
Or at least that is the plan
Take back the house that I grew up in
Tell the neighbors I'm back I never ran
I need to stop fantasizing fixing my childhood trauma
No ever cares about me except for my mama
My first love the one I fall before I give dishonor
I'd die before that or I'll die to give her commas
Inside my head and it flows like a river
Push it aside but the problems getting bigger and bigger
These solo cups keep messing up my liver
Too late for dreams cuz I believe never means never
