Yea
Na na na na na na
Yea
They say these pills suppose to take the pain away
Too far gone but I'll take it anyway
Seen too many things that my heart can never break
Unless you leave me and I'm the reason why you didn't stay
Always say I'm fine but I'm never okay
Stuck between what is life and what i gotta pay
To wake up with the lights on and fight another day
Or even go outside and never in the way
A young kid felt like the world was against me
Wondering how far I can make it on a jet-ski
And if I rode the wave how far will the end be
I'm tryna be a role model or someone that the envy
A Grammy ain't part of the plan but it can be
Minds always racing sometimes it comes in handy
Life ain't ever fair especially when it's plan b
Cuz that sweet rope is the only thing that ever understands me
I've been having talks with god if I'm worthy or not
Please forgive me for the things I have done
Wondering if I had a gun and ended up letting off a shot
Would you still be able to say I am your son
They say these pills suppose to take the pain away
Too far gone but I'll take it anyway
Seen too many things that my heart can never break
Unless you leave me and I'm the reason why you didn't stay
Always say I'm fine but I'm never okay
Stuck between what is life and what i gotta pay
To wake up with the lights on and fight another day
Or even go outside and never in the way
These pills got me yelling dear lord, dear lord
Forgive for my sins, forgive me for
But on the other hand
I got jack and nina and marry as my best friends
It's that consistent battle that I have within
It's good or bad, or bad or good
It's make or break inside my hood
The odds were against and was understood
So I stole food, I stole shoes, I stole booze
In this game of life decisions you can pick and choose
So I told myself imma never lose
Addicted to the game addicted to the pain
I put it in the air to keep a Uso sane
The fast life is hard to maintain
One day your good the next you blow your brain
One day your good and then you blow your brain, uh
I've been having talks with god if I'm worthy or not
Please forgive me for the things I have done
Wondering if I had a gun and ended up letting off a shot
Would you still be able to say I am your son
They say these pills suppose to take the pain away
Too far gone but I'll take it anyway
Seen too many things that my heart can never break
Unless you leave me and I'm the reason why you didn't stay
Always say I'm fine but I'm never okay
Stuck between what is life and what i gotta pay
To wake up with the lights on and fight another day
Or even go outside and never in the way
